Here I go again
Put me on the first train heading eastbound
And if by June I m still alive
I promise not to tell my dad I m miserable
But thanks for all his sacrifice
Cause I m ashamed of the things that I did
I said whatever it took just to get her in bed
It s kind of fun when you re only a kid
But you grow up to learn that the scars you cut are permanent
But I haven t had one drink in three whole years
There s no need for drinking when you re not here
Do you find it amusing that I m seeing clear
In this haze of hateful atmosphere
So come on
We re not fooling anybody tonight
We re the king and queen of social-suicide
And things aren t better now
Knowing that we ve never found anyone else
So take me out
Cause I m a mess when I m alone
And if anyone can help
I think I m losing it
I grab and hold on tightly but I start to slip
I ve got a problem with my self-co
