You called yesterday to basically say
That you care for me
But that you"re just not in love
Immediately, I pretended
To be feeling similarly
And led you to believe I was OK
To just walk away from the one thing
That"s unyielding and sacred to me
Well, I guess I"m trying to be
Non-chalant about it
And I"m going to extremes
To prove I"m fine without you
But in reality
I"m slowly losing my mind
Underneath the guise of a smile
Gradually, I"m dying inside
Friends ask me how I feel
And I lie convincingly
"Cause I don"t want to reveal
The fact that that I"m suffering
So, I wear my disguise
