how i wish i could surrender my soul;
she’d the clothes that become my skin;
see the liar that burns within my needing.
how i wish i’d chosen darkness from cold.
how i wish i had screamed out loud,
instead i’ve found no meaning.
i guess it’s time i run far, far away;
find comfort in pain,
all pleasure’s the same:
it just keeps me from trouble.
hides my true shape, like dorian gray.
i’ve heard what they say,
but i’m not here for trouble.
it’s more than just words:
it’s just tears and rain.
how i wish i could wa
