if it’s okay
i’ll leave the bed light on
and place your water glass
where it belongs
and if it’s alright
i’ll lie awake at night
pretending i am curled up at your side
see i’m circling in these patterns
living out of memories
i’m still a long way from accepting it
that there’s just no you and me
but if i still believe you love me
maybe i’ll survive
so i tell myself you’re coming home
like you’ve done a million times
and if it’s alright
i’ll still be loving you
’cause i can’t break it to my heart
is it&
